Exciting stuffs one after another

Napfa(4 days ago)
Graduation (3 days ago)
Awesome (2 days ago)
Rest (Yesterday)
Gym(Today)
CMPB NS 2months exemption confirmation (Tomorrow and tues)
Prepare for NS-possible (Wed, and thurs)
Fantasy enlistment (Friday) NOOOOOO PLS LET ME EXEMPT!

When I wake up tomorrow everything will be ok. Pls..

No shit I just saw something real BAD.
This week's happiness vanished within 3 seconds.
And no, I won't tell anyone this even if they probe.

I feel empty. I need a catalyst to ignite my life.


-zW
Not gonna sleeep well, screw graduation, screw pictures, screw words, screw comments.
笑着难过，自我惩罚.

沉默不能回答我的问题.



GOOOOODNIGHT AND GOOOOOOODLUCK FOR YOUR NAPFA LZwww.sian.com

According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four legs, four arms and a head with two faces.

Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other half.

I thought a little workout could sweat out this fever of mine.

I WAS WRONG!!!

Now i feel like i'm dying

After a hotcold day of junk food, I AM OFFICIALLY, SICK!

There's so many many things that I do not dare to say out but somehow my friends know what they are.



I look good with my cap on. *Fantasise*

我不是笨，只是一直为爱默默地付出.





-zW

I've got a cap =D

A tiny little concern can turn into something dangerously hurtful to one's image.

Everything went wrong today. Raining + 1hour of waiting + standard drop.
The only highlight was that I am able to do 3 pull ups. Hopefully it will be a 5 next week. Anyway today's failure meant that I'll be enlisting on 4TH June most likely. The Popeyes after Napfa didnt help in getting rid of the sickly feeling in my tummy. Didnt manage to sleep well last night even though I break personal record of turning in at 11pm. I've just lost hopes in 2 things.

I'll continue to train for Napfa. Failfailfail in so many things, especially in making people realise that what my actual intentions were.



Thanks again for those who text me about Napfa score! Even from Overseas! And to THOSE who cant wake up despite wanting to wish =O



-zW
Its 4pm+ now and I had a series of weird dreams during the nap.

Gym plans early at 9.30am. Failed due to over-crowded gym and we changed our plans to.....

Table Tennis. Yes he might see this but we thrashed the hell out of Nick. He owe Mel and me 300push-ups =D

Speaking of that, Napfa is on tmr at 7am for me. DREADDDDDDDD. I need my energy bar.





FAIL = 4th June bald. See you!




-zW

Sigh is the word.

Faster please..

To someone, whoever thinks you might be that someone.

I miss you.

FUCK THIS SHIT _!_

你的离开失去多少,我计算不了.

A person's personality can change overnight, 8th wonder of life.

Things coming up:

Napfa test
Army
Graduation Day
Sad day

With my inability to do at least 5 pull-ups for the napfa test, im bound to enter army on 4th June. I need God's strength....

Looking forward to graduation though..never did I expect to graduate from Accountancy, with thoughts of failing exams hanging above my head. Nevertheless, well done to all course mates for making it through that pile of shit load work given to us and the torture of internship. Without those idiots(ncluding me) in ACC lectures we'll never make it through these 3 years. I'd love to experience JC life now that Poly is over, but I'm already 20.

Its about time to think about my career and further education which i neglect for quite a while now.


BUT FIRST...Army time....

Heard of it, but gotta try to know it.
Its definitely gonna be an emotional farewell at Tekong Ceremony Atrium. So now I have 5 tickets, not for Michael Jackson concert but instead to follow me all the way to attend the "Orientation" ceremony held. Luckily my bald head dream will only be fulfilled after the guests have left.
Hopefully It will do me good and fulfill my dream of getting 50 pullups.




IM SAD!

I'm the dumbass.

Sometimes someone says something really small and it fits right into this empty place in your heart.

100000 thoughts running through my mind now.

3 main things gotta be done before I embark on this army journey.

Going bald physically isn't that bad, how about...mentally/spiritually.

How many can actually have this "Remembering the days" syndrome like me.

Ooh saw something bad again. Shouldn't have logged in.

If you take the leap I will always be the push that will help you soar.