zW

2010-10-22T22:43:00.001+08:00

Always the last on the priority list.

2010-10-02T18:09:00.001+08:00

Finally a closure to another chapter in my life. POPLOH!

2010-09-26T03:23:00.002+08:00

没.有.做.完.的.梦.最.痛

若.角.色.对.调，你.说.好.不.好?

2010-09-25T21:15:00.001+08:00

WA SEI I HAVE SO MUCH CHARM!

2010-09-10T12:08:00.000+08:00

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do

2010-09-04T19:13:00.001+08:00

The feeling is coming again..kill me.

2010-09-03T21:47:00.001+08:00

I should learn to take things in my stride..LEARN.

2010-08-29T18:14:00.003+08:00

5th week of Tekong starts tomorrow. Ups and downs. ARGH...Will I be able to meet the physical demand.....???????

So many things to voice out.
But I can't do it at the expense of others~

2010-08-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

Then it must be something I did wrong?

2010-08-15T00:46:00.002+08:00

Bahhhh why am i feeling shitty now....uselesssssss fool..

Boooookout

2010-08-13T18:47:00.003+08:00

So ytd was the best of 15days i ever had. FINALLY A BOOKOUT!
The feeeling on board the penguin was superbly indescribable and to reach SG definitely lifted my dampened spirit.

Fast-forward, booking in on sunday again..tons of rubbish to bring over...no sweets allowed SIAN..

Philosophy - I'm tired, but someone else is more shag than me. Even he didnt fall out, all the more I cannot be a weakling!

2010-07-30T18:00:00.001+08:00

-zW

Here without you

2010-07-28T00:47:00.002+08:00

I don't know why am I blogging now, or who will read it.
But what I know is that nervousness is creeping up to me fast.

I'm not sure of how am I to survive for this 2years.
But I know some people will be standing by me though not physically.

The feeling of loneliness is like to be overwhelming on the first week
and I'm bound to send some texts/calls IF I'm allowed to use my phone..

Other issues which I can't control out in the civilian world, I just hope
they work out themselves somehow because I'm not long a civilian in 2days.

I'm Recruit Lee.

-zW

2010-07-24T07:08:00.002+08:00

Best of the best in kbox.

-zW 谁在用琵琶弹奏一曲东风破......

2010-07-21T01:25:00.001+08:00

Can I bring you away before Time finds out?

-zW

2010-07-17T09:39:00.001+08:00

I already look like a joke.

2010-07-17T01:13:00.003+08:00

Sometimes Im amused by the amount of little details that I can recollect.
Promises, are, meant, to, be, __________??

-zW

2010-07-15T19:14:00.002+08:00

Did I realise everything a little too late?

Despite one's effort to hide it, the heart refuse to heed it.

-zW, OLE OLE 14days to ARMY........................EXCITEDDDDDDD

2010-07-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

I am a Male.
And I Cry.

只是开不了口让她知道..

-zW =)

2010-07-14T14:52:00.001+08:00

Itsssss confirmed!

2010-07-13T21:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's a dream
I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling..

-zW

2010-07-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

Few days to enlistment.

Be a man, do the right thing.

2010-07-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

I wanna know 2 things. Each sold separately.

2010-07-06T17:19:00.003+08:00

I think I look like zhiwei when I'm wearing slippers,shorts and tshirt.

-zW, carpe diem.

2010-06-29T20:28:00.001+08:00

Yes, I should make use of the remaining month to do what I want/need to do/say.
Where do I start. Things can't always go by without being solved.

2010-06-28T01:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes its not that good to plan so far in advance.
Sometimes things might not be what it seems on the surface.
Sometimes I wanna talk to you but I don't know how to.
Sometimes there's things that I wanna let you know but there's complication.
Sometimes, just many a times, I tried to avoid your questions.

Whatever it is those memories will stay. I won't delete them off.
If you recall the someone who loved you and didn't want to let you go, it's me.

2010-06-27T03:59:00.000+08:00

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

2010-06-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Am afraid to voice out...

2010-06-20T15:05:00.001+08:00

I'm scared..........

2010-06-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

Since its a friday night, I'll make use of this chance to think about the issues on hand.

The untouched, the dont-wanna touch and the must-touch.

2010-06-16T15:41:00.001+08:00

This is madness.
Only the 5th day of worldcup and i'm down with a 38.8 high fever.
Been sleeping on bed for 2days already...I NEEEDA STRETCH!!!!!

HEY HEY U U U U U U

2010-06-13T15:08:00.000+08:00

GUYS....Its time to look for a new activity rather than soccering EVERY sundayssss...........................

BAHHH

2010-06-03T17:24:00.000+08:00

Tons and tons of free time after deferment.
Is it a good thing >.>

2010-05-30T15:15:00.002+08:00

Exciting stuffs one after another

Napfa(4 days ago)
Graduation (3 days ago)
Awesome (2 days ago)
Rest (Yesterday)
Gym(Today)
CMPB NS 2months exemption confirmation (Tomorrow and tues)
Prepare for NS-possible (Wed, and thurs)
Fantasy enlistment (Friday) NOOOOOO PLS LET ME EXEMPT!

2010-05-27T02:03:00.001+08:00

When I wake up tomorrow everything will be ok. Pls..

The world came crashing down without warning. Winner.

2010-05-26T23:15:00.007+08:00

No shit I just saw something real BAD.
This week's happiness vanished within 3 seconds.
And no, I won't tell anyone this even if they probe.

I feel empty. I need a catalyst to ignite my life.

-zW
Not gonna sleeep well, screw graduation, screw pictures, screw words, screw comments.
笑着难过，自我惩罚.

2010-05-25T22:31:00.003+08:00

沉默不能回答我的问题.

GOOOOODNIGHT AND GOOOOOOODLUCK FOR YOUR NAPFA LZwww.sian.com

2010-05-23T18:43:00.001+08:00

According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four legs, four arms and a head with two faces.

Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other half.

2010-05-23T17:20:00.001+08:00

I thought a little workout could sweat out this fever of mine.

I WAS WRONG!!!

Now i feel like i'm dying

2010-05-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

After a hotcold day of junk food, I AM OFFICIALLY, SICK!

2010-05-22T00:26:00.004+08:00

There's so many many things that I do not dare to say out but somehow my friends know what they are.

I look good with my cap on. *Fantasise*

2010-05-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

我不是笨，只是一直为爱默默地付出.

-zW

I've got a cap =D

2010-05-20T01:07:00.001+08:00

A tiny little concern can turn into something dangerously hurtful to one's image.

FAIL FAIL FAIL

2010-05-19T16:25:00.003+08:00

Everything went wrong today. Raining + 1hour of waiting + standard drop.
The only highlight was that I am able to do 3 pull ups. Hopefully it will be a 5 next week. Anyway today's failure meant that I'll be enlisting on 4TH June most likely. The Popeyes after Napfa didnt help in getting rid of the sickly feeling in my tummy. Didnt manage to sleep well last night even though I break personal record of turning in at 11pm. I've just lost hopes in 2 things.

I'll continue to train for Napfa. Failfailfail in so many things, especially in making people realise that what my actual intentions were.

Thanks again for those who text me about Napfa score! Even from Overseas! And to THOSE who cant wake up despite wanting to wish =O

-zW
Its 4pm+ now and I had a series of weird dreams during the nap.

2010-05-18T20:24:00.003+08:00

Gym plans early at 9.30am. Failed due to over-crowded gym and we changed our plans to.....

Table Tennis. Yes he might see this but we thrashed the hell out of Nick. He owe Mel and me 300push-ups =D

Speaking of that, Napfa is on tmr at 7am for me. DREADDDDDDDD. I need my energy bar.

FAIL = 4th June bald. See you!

-zW

Sigh is the word.

2010-05-15T19:57:00.001+08:00

2010-05-15T14:06:00.001+08:00

Faster please..

2010-05-14T22:15:00.001+08:00

To someone, whoever thinks you might be that someone.

I miss you.

2010-05-14T18:16:00.001+08:00

FUCK THIS SHIT _!_

2010-05-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

你的离开失去多少,我计算不了.

2010-05-12T11:31:00.001+08:00

A person's personality can change overnight, 8th wonder of life.

2010-05-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

Things coming up:

Napfa test
Army
Graduation Day
Sad day

With my inability to do at least 5 pull-ups for the napfa test, im bound to enter army on 4th June. I need God's strength....

Looking forward to graduation though..never did I expect to graduate from Accountancy, with thoughts of failing exams hanging above my head. Nevertheless, well done to all course mates for making it through that pile of shit load work given to us and the torture of internship. Without those idiots(ncluding me) in ACC lectures we'll never make it through these 3 years. I'd love to experience JC life now that Poly is over, but I'm already 20.

Its about time to think about my career and further education which i neglect for quite a while now.

BUT FIRST...Army time....

Heard of it, but gotta try to know it.
Its definitely gonna be an emotional farewell at Tekong Ceremony Atrium. So now I have 5 tickets, not for Michael Jackson concert but instead to follow me all the way to attend the "Orientation" ceremony held. Luckily my bald head dream will only be fulfilled after the guests have left.
Hopefully It will do me good and fulfill my dream of getting 50 pullups.

IM SAD!

2010-05-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

I'm the dumbass.

2010-05-06T04:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes someone says something really small and it fits right into this empty place in your heart.

2010-05-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

100000 thoughts running through my mind now.

3 main things gotta be done before I embark on this army journey.

Going bald physically isn't that bad, how about...mentally/spiritually.

How many can actually have this "Remembering the days" syndrome like me.

2010-05-02T10:25:00.001+08:00

Ooh saw something bad again. Shouldn't have logged in.

2010-05-01T19:30:00.001+08:00

If you take the leap I will always be the push that will help you soar.

2010-04-30T17:25:00.001+08:00

Ok what's with the strain on my abdomen and arms. How do i get rid of those!!!
ARGHHH

2010-04-25T22:48:00.004+08:00

To the little amount of people who visits my blog, please hlp to vote for TLY
VOTE

Join the profile and give your vote!

2010-04-24T19:10:00.003+08:00

Received the BA Graduation Invitation, funny how I realised..its JUST FOR 2 GUESTS. Yea funny.

Mum asked me something which I couldn't answer this afternoon.

2010-04-24T08:20:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1am just now cause of nightmare, watched videos till now and I'm not aslp!

2010-04-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

ARghhhh VEH VEH VEH VEH VEH VEH VEH VEH SICK

2010-04-22T12:06:00.002+08:00

After fetching my niece for 2 weeks, the ladies thought that I'm actually her daddy!
I have potential.

2010-04-22T02:18:00.001+08:00

Some questions answered tonight.
Some answers didn't satisfy.
Some questions went unanswered.
But we know what they are.

2010-04-20T11:04:00.001+08:00

Was at KFC when the radio started playing trademark's Only Love.

2010-04-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

There will be someone who love me for who I am, my dumb looks are just a bonus.

2010-04-17T15:38:00.002+08:00

I truly believe that there isn't "Best of both worlds"
Only imperfections from both worlds making up your own world.

2010-04-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

Too much wearing of earpiece caused infections!
Lets go!

2010-04-16T00:18:00.001+08:00

OOH ITCHY HANDS, why did you click again.

Accept me for who I am.

2010-04-15T20:11:00.004+08:00

So 7days,12 and 14days more. Either one, I'm going to find a job for Tly. That lazy pig is gonna choose packing jobs only. Maybe i can try out modelling =O After working till May end, our Handsomeboysandhotgirls gang might go to Tioman for a holiday trip! Lets hope everyone is able to make it!

I'm so slpy I'm so slpy I'm so slpy.
Enough of sleeping at 11AM. i shall try to sleep at 6am latr.
Alot of dota these few days, with PVP set to be out on wk.
Busy gaming week!

Things to do:

Train for Napfa - 5 pull ups. the rest eassssyyyy
Find job in nxt 2 weeks.
Study

*SPOILER*
Eileen wants to hold her bday party in Mac..THIS IS MADNESS!

Ups and Downs on my emotion meter lately. I cherish people who believe in me. I will watch what I say from now on. I don't belong to anyone alone, but that will change if one's willing to do the same.

-zW
Funny how I felt abandoned, but at least NOW I know there's someone who CARE,and BELIEVE in me. Things will be back when beliefs takes place.

2010-04-13T02:33:00.001+08:00

So the decision was to be quiet.

Dilemma right now. Something wants to be out of my mouth but I need some courage.Give me some strength will you.

2010-04-12T01:36:00.002+08:00

How much of a person's words can we take into our memories and keep it forever.
How true is that statement at the time those words left their mouth.
How much effort does it take to match up to sympathy.
I wonder.

Its 12 April. This date spells doom. I'm going to retreat to bed to think about the past, and present.

As for Future, its already in my head =)

2010-04-10T02:35:00.003+08:00

My ipod's stucked on replay.

2010-04-04T02:00:00.001+08:00

2am.

2010-04-02T04:03:00.001+08:00

2010-03-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

The words that were planned to exit from my mouth can never come out now.
I'll only do it once, for the first time in my life.

This opportunity is waning.
I'll just have to grab it the next time it comes.

2010-03-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

I always see/say things at the wrong time.

2010-03-18T02:45:00.001+08:00

2010-03-17T17:21:00.001+08:00

"greatest" and "sweetest" have been used too many a times. I've seen it again.

2010-03-17T13:52:00.004+08:00

A year ago you said to have someone to love and care for you, and thats enough.
I did.

Then came some extra injections of factors. I improved,and changed.

Then came another new introduction. I persevered.

Then came the truth.

Then came the explanations.

Not forgetting the words and scenes you said to me.

Because no one else will ever reperform what i did for you. Never.

-zW, I wanna know the exact reasons which i always knew.

There's 365days a year, but only 182.5days when its spent with you.

2010-03-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

Lets see the plan for this holidays until the dreaded 2years chalet.

7 Pull-ups within 3weeks.
2 months temp job - i think found one.

Games

Poker - Its a sports mind you people.

Money.gahh..money.

-zW 陪着你的光阴，怎样都觉得不够.

2010-03-10T18:07:00.001+08:00

146 messages yesterday.
176 messages today.

There's nth we cannot overcome,if only you believed.

2010-03-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm back.

2010-02-17T18:11:00.002+08:00

已经过了第四个一百天.

为你做的事，为你写的诗.

2010-02-16T00:14:00.001+08:00

The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved by

It is in can he be true to one woman.

-zW

2010-02-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

HappyBirthday.

2010-02-14T19:25:00.001+08:00

-zW

There can only be one greatest lover.

2010-02-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

8 days to exams..

Time to hit,the books..

-zW , I know I'll make you smile.

2010-01-31T00:04:00.001+08:00

I am invited to a Shanghai trip.

Should I...Could I..

-zW

BRB in the morning~~~~

2010-01-29T19:19:00.005+08:00

Be my star..

-zW

走过千山万水

在我心里,你永远是那么美

2010-01-26T00:59:00.001+08:00

说得到，也做得到..

-志伟

2010-01-24T23:34:00.001+08:00

Maybe? =)

-zW, somehow...

oh I'm 20. about time..

2010-01-22T22:31:00.001+08:00

请记得我有多爱你.

Finally I'm 20....1day....and...22.5hours years old..

-zW

2010-01-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

-zW

2010-01-22T14:17:00.002+08:00

Don't know anything

Didn't see anything.

-zW 1month to exams.

2010-01-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

Thank you for a wonderful private countdown with me.

Thank you for the cake

Thank you for the drawings on the sand

Thank you for Swensens

Thank you for Movie - DayBreakers

Thank you for tonight.

-zW, fabulousyawesomeholyshitgodlike start to my bday =)!

The simplest thing - Bliss

2010-01-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

Kewllllll

1day 24min to my bday...

Kewllll

-zW

2010-01-19T18:52:00.003+08:00

I'll not harp on what has been said.

Its stressful.

wheee 2 days to birthday..

Think I'll be gone from this world on the 1st hour of my bday.

What a happy ending.

-zW FTW.

2010-01-19T00:45:00.002+08:00

What if words said were...

refundable...

-zW, itchy fingers..

2010-01-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

Thank god you made it in time for my presentation..

Wheeeee

-zW, 3 days..BDAY..OMG FUCK U BDAY!